Books Reread
To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
CW: n-word, racism
This is the third time I’ve read this book (all three times for a class), and I think I got the most out of it this time. Before a backdrop of 1930s Alabama, six-year-old Scout comes of age and learns empathy. Her father Atticus is the lawyer defending a Black man against accusations of raping a white woman, the implications of which will shake the town and challenge Scout’s worldview. It is really well crafted and all of the pieces fit together really nicely to create a pretty nuanced depiction of racism in the south and childhood as one learns empathy. Reading it today it’s easy to look at it like a white savior narrative, and it does have elements of that, for sure, but it did have a profound impact on the way white people perceived race in the 1960s.
4/5 gifts in the tree
The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan
Trials of Apollo book 3 of 5
CW: child abuse
I haven’t reread the last two books in this series and I don’t honestly remember them very well, but I think this one is my favorite in this series. Notwithstanding the Sad Thing that happens. (No summary of this one since it’s in the middle of the series). Nice to spend some time with Grover and some new dryad friends.
3.5/5 aloe remedies
The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins***
**Book Hangover Alert
The Hunger Games book 1 of 3
CW: death of children, PTSD, alcoholism, gore
Just like the first time I read this book, I did it basically in one sitting. So happy when a book I loved when I was young still holds up as an adult. In a dystopian future America, the authoritarian Capitol chooses two children from each of 12 districts to fight to death in an arena as retribution for a failed revolution 74 years ago. When her younger sister is chosen, Katniss Everdeen volunteers to take her place, sparking a revolution that will shake the Capitol. I do think I definitely got more out of this book as an adult. Collins has written such a good critique of authoritarianism, class politics, and the media.
5/5 tributes
Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins***
CW: death of children, PTSD, alcoholism, drug addiction
The Hunger Games book 2 of 3
The first time I read this book, I thought it was totally cliche that Collins *Spoiler* sent Katniss back to the Hunger Games. I was like ‘can’t you think of any other plots??’ But reading it now, I understand that that was the only course of action for Snow and the worst possible thing that could happen to Katniss. It is inevitable in the course of the building revolution. I am also a bit mad at my past self and all of my peers who were ‘team Peeta’ or ‘team Gale’ when really the point Collins was trying to make was that it’s fucked up that they’re trying to force Katniss to choose between them when if left to her own devices, she’d probably be ace. But for her own survival, she has to participate in this charade with Peeta and deal Gale being a whiny bitch about it.
4.5/5 former victors
Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins***
CW: death of children, PTSD, alcoholism, drug addiction, physical and psychological torture, sex trafficking, suicidal ideation, mass murder
The Hunger Games book 3 of 3
The first time I read this book I was like ‘wow, why does Katniss spend so much time whining and hiding?’ But now I realize that Collins actually wrote a very accurate portrayal of PTSD and it’s honestly crazy that Katniss wasn’t more traumatized than she was. I’m also really interested in the examination of propaganda in this book. Everyone should read this book and then apply this knowledge about the way BOTH SIDES use propaganda to further their cause to the way we consume media.
4/5 propos
New Books Read
The Empire of Gold by S.A. Chakraborty***
The Daevabad Trilogy book 3 of 3
CW: genocide, fantasy racism
The thrilling conclusion! These books were so good. I highly recommend this series. I won’t summarize it at all because I don’t want to give anything away, but believe me: you want to read these books.
4.5/5 crocodile gods
Red Rising by Pierce Brown*
Red Rising Saga book 1 of 7
CW: attempted rape, attempted suicide, murder of children, slavery, violence, misogyny, eugenics
I got this book to listen to on a family road trip because I thought my dad would like it. Darrow is a Red, the lowest caste, a lowly miner on Mars. After the execution of his wife for daring defiance, Darrow joins a group of rebels to infiltrate the Golds, the highest caste and plant the seeds for revolution. I enjoyed this dystopian sci-fi. I’m not sure I enjoyed it enough to read all 7 books. I thought the pacing was a little slow, and it took Darrow a long time to figure out his shit. But it was an interesting concept and I am interested to know how Darrow takes down the Golds and liberates the Reds. Alas, that probably won’t happen for 5 of 6 more books.
3/5 Reds
A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab
I’ll be honest, this was kind of a passive listen for me. As one of the last magicians with the power to travel between parallel worlds, Kell acts as an ambassador for Red London. But when a smuggling job goes wrong, he has to team up with a thief from Grey London to destroy a dangerous magical object. It was very enjoyable, though I don’t feel like I was paying that much attention to it and I already don’t remember it super well.
3/5 Londons
The Tower by Flora Carr***
**Book Hangover Alert
This book was so good. I really love this genre of historical fiction based around a real person and imagining some aspect of their life (Mary and the Birth of Frankenstein, Hamnet, and The Marriage Portrait are other examples). This book follows Mary Queen of Scots and her retinue as they are imprisoned in the tower at Lochleven. This was one of, if not the best, example of third person omniscient point of view I’ve ever read. It was really well done and very effective. I loved all the characters and I love seeing queerness in historical fiction.
4/5 lute players
Someone You Can Build a Nest In by John Wiswell***
CW: child abuse, gaslighting, trauma
This one was so fun! Shesheshen, a monster, is just looking for someone to lay her eggs inside, someone who will make a good nest. But this is complicated by monster hunters determined to kill her and the new feelings she begins to have for one of the monster hunters. This was a light, fun ace monster romance! Very enjoyable.
3.5/5 monsters
City of Thieves by David Benioff*
CW: cannibalism, starvation, war, death, forced prostitution
This was the opposite of fun. I would have stopped reading it if I wasn’t reading it for class. During the siege of Leningrad two young men are tasked with finding eggs for the wedding cake of some higher-up in the Russian army (can’t remember who). It was really awful. I hated everything about it. It was a poorly constructed frame narrative, the external plot was not well connected to the characters’ internal wants, no development of any significant themes, no critiques offered of the idea that the Russian higher-up should be able to have a dozen eggs for a wedding cake when everyone in Leningrad is starving to the point of cannibalism. Also it was what my friend calls a ‘tits and ass’ book, which just means it’s a book written by a man about a man who can only think about women’s tits and asses, despite being in a life and death situation. It was so bad.
1.5/5 eggs
Victorians and the Prehistoric: Tracks to a Lost World by Michael Freeman
I read this as research for a novel, and it was super interesting. It was cool to learn about what the Victorians knew about the history of the earth and what they thought about all the new fossils and things they were suddenly finding. It was fascinating how they attempted to fit these things into their worldview and cosmology.
3.5/5 fossils
The Fox Wife by Yangsze Choo***
**Book Hangover Alert
Excellent. This was such a cool book, combining historical fiction of the Qing Dynasty in China, folklore and mythology of the fox spirits, and a detective novel. It was so good. We follow Snow, a fox on a mission of vengeance to kill the man who killed her cub. But there are a lot of strange disappearances, rumblings of revolution, and charismatic figures around. Can Bao, a detective hired to discover the name of a woman found frozen to death in an alley, unravel all the tangled threads and discover if foxes are real and involved? I loved the strong voice of Snow and the characters of Bao, Tagtaa, and Shiro, all so different and well painted.
4/5 foxes
*This book only includes straight, white, cis people. Though I suppose in the Red Rising society they literally engineer the people of each class to have the skin color and hair color of their class so the fact that they’re all white with golden hair is actually a critique.
**Book Hangover Alert indicates the kind of book that will leave you full up on love. Satisfied, but wishing the book never had to end. You’ll be laying on the floor with no idea what to do with yourself (other friends have called this feeling Good Book Depression or say that certain books necessitate Floor Time). This is the kind of book that gets its teeth in you and won’t let go easily. After the last page you’ll be thinking about this book for a long time. You’ll bother all your friends trying to get them to read it so that you won’t be alone in your Hangover.
***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! Even though the Hunger Games trilogy isn’t incredibly diverse, the themes of anti-authoritarianism, class critique, and critique of the media make these books you should read for your social conscience. Read The Empire of Gold to read a wonderful fantasy set in an Arab-inspired world with LGBTQIA+ themes. Read The Tower for a feminist and LGBTQIA+ historical novel. Read Someone You Can Build a Nest In for a cute LGBTQIA+ fantasy. Read The Fox Wife for a fantasy inspired by folktales of foxes.
Reads marked as part of the Books for a Social Conscience series will regularly address topics like race and racism, colonialism and post-colonialism, LGBTQIA+ experience, feminism, BIPOC experience, social and political issues, history, identity, class, disability experience, immigration, gun violence, poverty, colorism, environmentalism, and more! The goal of these books is to diversify the stories we’re reading, grow our empathy for those who are different from us, and amplify voices who are often silenced.
