middle grade – Krista Beucler

June 5, 2026June 5, 2026

May 2026 Books Read

Books Reread

On the Cover of My Bonny Light Horseman, a soldier dressed in a French uniform falls off the back of their horse. More soldiers follow behind brandishing weapons — Harcourt Children’s Books

My Bonny Light Horseman by L.A. Meyer
**Book Hangover Alert
Bloody Jack book 6 of 12
Continuing my reread of this series. This is one of my favorites out of the series. In this book, Jacky is recruited as a spy by British Intelligence. She’s back in disguise, this time as a messenger in Napoleon’s army. Just as charming and full of hijinks as the other books in the series. I’m particularly fond of her French Clodhoppers and Captain Bardot.
5/5 legions of honor

The cover of Dungeon Crawler Carl shows a man in a leather jacket and boxer shorts and a Persian cat running away from a goblin driving a bulldozer at them

Dungeon Crawler Carl by Matt Dinniman
Dungeon Crawler Carl book 1 of 8
I made my dad start listening to this on a road trip we did to Missouri. He liked it, but thought there were too many rules and things to remember. I won’t review it again. But you can refer to my original review here.
4.5/5 achievements

The cover of A Wrinkle in Time shows three children in what looks like a blue egg. Breaking out of the top of the egg is a strange winged creature — Yearling Newbery

A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle*
If you had asked me if I remembered this book, I would have said not really. But then I relistened to it and I actually remembered basically all of it. It’s a weird one, but a good one. It’s a classic for a reason. Meg Murray and her prodigy brother Charles Wallace must travel across space and time to rescue their father. The novel deals with authoritarianism, assimilation, coming of age, and more.
5/5 beasts

New Books Read

The cover of We Fell Apart shows the hazy silhouette of a girl on a colorful background

We Fell Apart by E. Lockhart*
We Were Liars book 3 of 3
CW: Institutionalization
Though these books technically all stand alone, I would still read them in publication order. When Matilda receives an email from her famous and estranged father, whom she has never met, she travels to his crumbling castle on Martha’s Vineyard to uncover the secret of the family she has never known. I really enjoy these books. They have a really nice modern gothic feel to them. I will say, however, that the voice for all three books kinda sounds the same even though there is a different protagonist for each one.
4/5 paintings

The cover of Emily Wilde's Encyclopaedia of Faeries shows the text surrounded by drawings of flowers, bones, and mushrooms

Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries by Heather Fawcett*
**Book Hangover Alert
You know me, I love a Victorian inspired voice, an epistolary novel, and footnotes. This book was everything I wanted. Cambridge professor of dryadology Emily Wilde heads to the far north to study the faeries of that region for her encyclopedia. But when she discovers the town is plagued by Fae who steal girls, Emily must put her theories into practice. Very cozy and fun. Loved the academic take on faeries and folklore.
5/5 small ones

A black cat with its tongue just poking out peers over the corner of an open copy of Winter's Orbit — Forgot to take a picture of the cover of this book so please enjoy this picture of my cat instead.

Winter’s Orbit by Everina Maxwell***
CW: domestic violence
Everything I wanted as more. I binged this in two days. Pitched as Red, White & Royal Blue meets Ancillary Justice, which was spot on. Big fan of the world, the characters, the romance, the yearning. The only thing I didn’t love were the names of all the characters. Just didn’t really roll off the tongue. I’ve already forgotten all of them.
5/5 arranged marriages

On the Cover of No Body No Crime, a plane crashes in the lower right and in the smoke rising up behind it, we can see two women running, being pursued by dark figures

No Body No Crime by Tess Sharpe
Very enjoyable. Like reading an action movie. PI Mel is sent to find the girl she’s been in love with since she was 16, who disappeared without a trace at 18. She’ll uncover the secret that’s kept Chloe in hiding for all these years. This was a fun, easy, fast-paced read. There were moments where I thought some of the action and the bad guys were a little unbelievable, but if it had been an action movie, I totally would have accepted it, so not sure where that resistance came from.
3.75/5 peacocks

The cover of On Earth as it is on Television, a UFO hovers at the top, it's tractor beam shining down on the author's name. — Hyperion Avenue

On Earth as It Is on Television by Emily Jane*
We listened to this one on a road trip. I was trying to find something everyone would like and I think I succeeded. After aliens arrive in ships that hover over 12 (? maybe more, I can’t remember) major cities, then mysteriously depart, humanity must grapple with the implications. The novel follows 3 families in the wake of the visitation. This book has: rowdy children, humor, talking cats. It was a good time.
3.75/5 cats

The cover of She shows a sensual woman removing what looks like a cloak or veil in a cave. — Longmans

She by H. Rider Haggard*
CW: racism, misogyny
I read this for research. It’s a good example of the male quest romance genre. Holly and his adopted son Leo travel to Africa searching for the truth of Leo’s history which was hinted at by an ancient pot sherd left to him by his father. I liked the voice (though if you’re not into Victorian lit you probably won’t). I liked the adventure. It did drag through the middle. I did not like the racism or misogyny, obviously. Something interesting about the male quest romance is that it was a reaction to the successful novels by women that dominated the first half of the 19th century and were mostly about women and domestic affairs and romance (Jane Austen, the Bronte sisters, George Eliot). These novels center men’s relationships with each other and often have few to no women in them (think Treasure Island, Journey to the Center of the Earth). I was fascinated by the love triangle between the two men and She, especially because their bond to each other was just as strong if not stronger than their bond with She (and proved to be the bond that won out in the end). She is also evil and demonstrates why a matriarchal society will never work (allegedly). I also appreciated the frame narrative, the footnotes and the ‘editor.’
2.5/5 lions

The cover of Not for the Faint of Heart shows two girls dressed in Robin Hood type clothes riding a white horse.

Not for the Faint of Heart by Lex Croucher***
**Book Hangover Alert
A very fun Robin Hood inspired sapphic romcom. Robin Hood’s granddaughter who was raised in the Merry Men must confront whether the organization still lives up to it’s mission when they kidnap a healer with more romantic views of the famous Merry Men. Very funny. Good characters, good banter, nice queer representation. I didn’t need the one sad thing that happened to have happened, but I guess it’s fine.
4/5 arrows

Psychopomp & Circumstance by Eden Royce***
A nice little novella I picked up at the library as a treat. After her estranged aunt’s unexpected death, Phee must take on the arrangement of her funeral. It’s a lovely little meditation on grief and family, and it’s set in a very intriguing fantasy alternate Reconstruction era. Would love to read more set in this world.
3.5/5 caskets

The cover of Funeral Girl shows a wallpaper style pattern of skulls, coffins, and flowers and leaves.

Funeral Girl by Emma K. Ohland
What do you do if you’re terrified of dying but you live in a funeral home and your parents are funeral directors? Oh, and also, you can raise ghosts. That’s Georgia’s life. And when a boy from her school dies in a tragic accident, she raises his ghost looking for answers about the afterlife, but gets a little more than she bargained for. This is a nice YA book. Really nice themes of friendship and grief and death.
3.5/5 scrapbook pages

The cover of The Murder at the Vicarage shows a headstone with the title inscribed on it. — Collins Crime Club

The Murder at the Vicarage by Agatha Christie*
Miss Marple book 1 of 12
I have to be honest, I’m not sure my full attention was on the audiobook while I was listening to it, but I did still enjoy this. After a murder occurs at the vicarage (who’d have guessed, right?) a dear old lady who never misses anything solves the murder. Now as premises go, that’s excellent, right? And the mystery was very fun and the ending was quite satisfying. I think the thing that didn’t quite work for me was the POV. The story is told from the first person perspective of the Vicar. And he’s like fine. It would be more interesting to be in Miss Marples’s head, but if we were in her head, then we’d know from the start that she’s the smartest person in the town and we’d lose that subversion of expectations. Curious about the POV for the rest of the books in the series. Are they all told by the Vicar? Other people in town? Does Miss Marple get to narrate one? More research is necessary.
3.5/5 exploding crystals

*This book only includes straight white cis people.

**Book Hangover Alert indicates the kind of book that will leave you full up on love. Satisfied, but wishing the book never had to end. You’ll be laying on the floor with no idea what to do with yourself (other friends have called this feeling Good Book Depression or say that certain books necessitate Floor Time). This is the kind of book that gets its teeth in you and won’t let go easily. After the last page you’ll be thinking about this book for a long time. You’ll bother all your friends trying to get them to read it so that you won’t be alone in your Hangover.

***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! Read Winter’s Orbit for queer rep in sci-fi. Read Not for the Faint of Heart for a queer Robin Hood retelling. Read Psychopomp and Circumstance for Black characters in fantasy and an alternate Reconstruction era.

Reads marked as part of the Books for a Social Conscience series will regularly address topics like race and racism, colonialism and post-colonialism, LGBTQIA+ experience, feminism, BIPOC experience, social and political issues, history, identity, class, disability experience, immigration, gun violence, poverty, colorism, environmentalism, and more! The goal of these books is to diversify the stories we’re reading, grow our empathy for those who are different from us, and amplify voices who are often silenced.

February 28, 2026February 28, 2026

February 2026 Books

Books Reread

The cover of Frankenstein by Mary Shelley shows a monstrous figure on a cliff looming over a man who looks up, points, and screams

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley*
I wanted to read this again because I saw the Guillermo Del Toro movie and was like that’s not how I remember it. The Del Toro movie is good, excellent acting, stunning visuals, costumes, and sets. Nice that Elizabeth gets more of a personality. And I don’t think Del Toro is wrong necessarily for focusing on the father/son theme in his interpretation, but I also think it does flatten all the other themes that appear in the book. Especially since the theme of scientific advance without any ethical responsibility is so relevant right now?? Back to the book: I like the frame narrative used, I always think those are super interesting. Still think the themes of disability, monstrousness, and revenge are fascinating. I relate to Frankenstein needing to lie in bed about things, but my guy, you created these problems for yourself. In the words of Jeff Goldblum, “You were so focused on whether or not you could, you never stopped to think whether or not you should.”
4/5 murders

New Books Read

The cover of Somewhere Beyond the Sea by TJ Klune shows a house out on a promontory of rock with a phoenix rising above it and a red bus driving away from the house

Somewhere Beyond the Sea by TJ Klune***
Cerulean Chronicles book 2 of 2
CW: cultural genocide, abuse of children, fantasy racism, death of parents
In the second book of the Cerulean Chronicles, Arthur Parnassus shares his story of abuse at the hands of government for being a magical child in the hopes of creating change for magical people. But speaking his truth might bring danger to the magical children in his care, which he hopes to formally adopt. I enjoyed this. It is very sweet and lovingly told. I love the characters, especially the children and the way they are growing up. The novel advocates for reparations, political change, protection of the vulnerable, and self-confidence and acceptance. The audio is also excellent; Daniel Henning does a great job.

Now to address the controversy: Klune has been criticized for being inspired by the horrific genocide committed by the Canadian (and American) government against Native peoples, specifically the residential school system and cultural genocide. Many people feel that it is reprehensible to take that horrifying history and turn it into a cozy fantasy, especially as Klune is a cis, white man. Now, I have to say I don’t remember the first book super well. I don’t remember connecting the first book to this history, which I am fairly knowledgable about, though I am not part of the Native community. Some claimed that the theme of the work was assimilation, forcing the magical children to assimilate into non magical society the way residential schools forced assimilation on Native children. I don’t remember getting that from the novel, to me it seemed to be advocating for acceptance of magical people by non magical people, rather than segregation or assimilation. Some concerns were also raised about Linus being a white savior trope. Again, I don’t remember the first book well enough to fully comment on these things, though they weren’t things I picked up on during my first reading (which doesn’t mean they aren’t valid critiques! Just that I don’t feel I can comment on them).

This second book feels like it was maybe a reaction to those critiques raised after the first book. The parallel to residential schools is much stronger and there is a clear critique of governments and policies that harm minorities and government accountability. There is also a theme of Land Back in this book.

About the concern about the children never being reunited with their families, I got the idea from the book that these children didn’t have families to go back to for whatever reason, but I see why the exclusion of any possibility of their being reunited with their parents in the narrative might be painful for anyone affected by the residential school system, or the racist adoption policies that removed Native children from their parents and gave them to white parents. Even if that wasn’t a possibility for Arthur’s children, perhaps it should have been addressed more fully.

I don’t think there is necessarily anything inherently wrong with being inspired by true historical tragedies as long as in the resulting art these tragedies aren’t minimized, whitewashed, erased, excused, or sanitized. And I don’t think it was Klune’s intention to do any of these things. He wrote a book that celebrates love and weirdness and resistance and kindness and acceptance. But also author intentions don’t matter as much as reader interpretation, so if readers, especially ones from Native communities feel that Klune did minimize, whitewash, erase, excuse, or sanitize their history, then that’s valid.

You can like things and still be critical of them, so I’m going to give this a
4/5 bellhops

The cover of City of Ghosts by V.E. Schwab shows a foggy city and the silhouette of a girl and her cat moving through the mist

City of Ghosts by V.E. Schwab*
Cassidy Blake book 1 of 3
CW: drowning
So fun. I love a spooky little middle grade novel. Cassidy Blake’s parents are ghost hunters filming a TV show about haunted Edinburg, but every since a near death experience, Cassidy is the only one who can really see ghosts. With the help of her ghost best friend, Cassidy must face a dangerous spirit terrorizing the streets of Edinburg. Going to have to read the rest of the books now.
4/5 ghosts

The cover of We Deserve Monuments by Jas Hammonds shows a light brown skinned girl with freckles and curls looking out at the future over a background of stars and a foreground of sunflowers

We Deserve Monuments by Jas Hammonds***
**Book Hangover Alert
CW: racism, lynching, generational trauma, abuse
Gorgeous, queer, contemporary YA novel. When Avery’s grandmother’s health declines, her family moves from DC out to the sticks in the South to be with her, despite the fact that Avery doesn’t remember ever meeting her, and her mom and grandmother can’t seem to have a conversation without fighting. As Avery finds new friendships and attempts to navigate her family’s tense relationships, she discovers a history of trauma and racism buried in this southern town. I loved the exploration of friendships in this book as well as complicated histories of generational trauma and how that is bound up in histories of racism, and the question of who gets to be remembered.
4.5/5 monuments

His Majesty's Dragon my Naomi Novik shows a dragon flying above a ship that tosses on the sea

His Majesty’s Dragon by Naomi Novik*
Temeraire book 1 of 9
**Book Hangover Alert
I adored this. This was everything I wanted in a dragon book. During the Napoleonic Wars, a British Navy captain takes a dragon egg as prize from a French ship. When the egg hatches, he and the dragon become bonded and join the dragon rider branch of the military as the threat of Napoleon’s army grows stronger. I’m looking forward to seeing how the themes of duty to King and Country evolve as the series goes on. It did take a long time before there were any important female characters, but they were there eventually. Laurence and Temeraire are so cute; I love them so much. This book was what I wanted when I read Fourth Wing.
5/5 dragons

The cover of Moomin by Tove and Lars Jansson is yellow and shows the titular character Moomin, a round, lovable, hippo-like creature

Moomin Adventures by Lars and Tove Jansson
Moomin Adventures book 1 of 2
Delightful. Collected comics about the Moomin family. These are so fun and so cute. I also enjoyed the themes of anti-capitalism.
3.5/5 millions hidden under a pebble

The cover of Champion of Fate by Kendare Blake shows two hands holding the hilt of a sword with an eye reflected in the sword and shadowy figures on horseback twisting around the hands and blade

Champion of Fate by Kendare Blake
Heromaker book 1 of 2
CW: death, war
I enjoyed this, even though I am fundamentally against the idea that war is glorious in any way. Reed is an initiate of an order of immortal warrior women (and their immortal horses) who train heroes in service to the goddess of glory. I don’t think I liked this one quite as much as Blake’s other series, Three Dark Crowns, but I still had fun with this one. I also just think it’s so cute that she dedicated this book to her horse.
3.5/5 horses

The cover of Constituent Service by John Scalzi shows a human in a scuba suit holding a chicken, in front of a variety of extra terrestrials — Subterranean Press

Constituent Service by John Scalzi***
A Third District story
This is super fun little novella set in the world of the Third District. One of the few humans in a majority alien district of the city, Ashley starts a new job in constituent services at the district. Listening to various complaints from constituents, Ashley discovers a threat to an upcoming parade that will endanger all attendees. This was so fun and silly but also demonstrated a beautiful ideal where city services listens to the people that live there and actually cares about them. Sad that that’s my fantasy right now. A government that cares about its people, all of them, even the extra terrestrials.
3.5/5 potted plants

The cover of Katabasis by R.F. Kuang shows two figures running along an Escher staircase that continues to infinity.

Katabasis by R.F. Kuang
**Book Hangover Alert
CW: misogyny, abuse, manipulation, sexual assault, ableism
Kuang’s work is so refreshing in an age of anti-intellectualism. Her work is unapologetically intellectual. And even if you don’t understand all the references or the logic theory (and I didn’t) it’s still accessible. After her advisor is killed in an accident, Alice Law, analytic magic postgrad, and her fellow advisee Peter Murdoch journey to Hell to bring back his soul. I did really enjoy this. I appreciated the critique of academia, its misogyny and ableism and elitism and the way it pits people against each other. I enjoyed Kuang’s take on Hell in comparison to other works that have explored the concept.
4.5/5 bone creatures

The cover of The Death of Vivek Oji by Akwaeke Emezi shows a stylized plait of red, orange, and pink meant to evoke hair

The Death of Vivek Oji by Akwaeke Emezi***
**Book Hangover Alert
CW: homophobia, misogyny, domestic violence, lynching (mention)
While I was reading this, I was like this reminds me of Chronicle of a Death Foretold, and then I saw in the acknowledgements they acknowledge that work as an inspiration. It’s basically a queer Nigerian Chronicle of a Death Foretold where the story orbits the death of a young queer Nigerian. This was beautifully written and very sad. It grapples with the taboo subject of homosexuality and queerness in Nigeria and the idea that the protective fear we have for our loved ones (especially those that may be othered by society) is as dangerous as the fear of society itself.
5/5 necklaces

*This book only includes straight white cis people. It pains me to put His Majesty’s Dragon on here, but I fear it must be done.

**Book Hangover Alert indicates the kind of book that will leave you full up on love. Satisfied, but wishing the book never had to end. You’ll be lying on the floor with no idea what to do with yourself (other friends have called this feeling Good Book Depression or say that certain books necessitate Floor Time). This is the kind of book that gets its teeth in you and won’t let go easily. After the last page you’ll be thinking about this book for a long time. You’ll bother all your friends trying to get them to read it so that you won’t be alone in your Hangover.

***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! I’m still listing Somewhere Beyond the Sea here. I think that even with a cozy fantasy lens, you can still learn a lot about the purposeful government policies that marginalize, other, and attempt to erase minorities. I also think if you’re in a book club (or you just like to engage critically with what you read–which everyone should), it’s worth discussing residential schools and the way the way they are referenced in this story does more harm or good. Read We Deserve Monuments to learn about generational racial trauma and young queer love. Read Constituent Service for a city employee sincerely doing her best to help citizens, even ones very different from herself. Read the Death of Vivek Oji for a story about queer Nigerians.

February 28, 2025May 6, 2025

February 2025 Books

Books Reread

Holes by Louis Sachar
**Book Hangover Alert
Felt compelled to read this again the other night so I did. A great book to binge. I just think this book is perfect. And the movie is also perfect. I love the way the storylines all interlock and come together. After being in the wrong place at the wrong time, Stanley is sent to Camp Green Lake, a juvenile correctional facility where he digs holes all day in the hot sun. The book explores the fates of Stanley’s ancestors and the local history which all converge on Stanley and what he may or may not find buried in the dry lakebed.
5/5 yellow spotted lizards

New Books Read

The Time Machine by H.G. Wells*
The narrator attends a dinner party where the hosts claims to have invented a time machine. He relates his adventures in the far future and his guests are unsure what to believe. I read this as research for a project I’m thinking about. I just wanted to see how Wells approached the time travel aspect of the novel and the frame narrative. Those things were both interesting. I wasn’t that interested in Wells’s future world and future people. I couldn’t figure out if it was racist or it was a critique of racism.
3/5 crystals

The Ornithologist’s Field Guide to Love by India Holton*
Love’s Academic book 1 of 2
So silly and fun. A Victorian historical fiction, this one also a lite fantasy and a romance. The Ornithological Society puts on a competition to catch a rare bird and win Birder of the Year (and also tenure!). Beth Pickering is determined to win, but handsome, roughish Devon Lockley keeps getting in the way, and there’s something more going on–a conspiracy, a rigged contest, dangerous magical birds threatening the public–and only Beth and Devon, working together can figure out what’s going on. The focus was on the romance and the humor which both worked beautifully. I would have liked a little more world building. The dangerous magical birds were fun, but I was curious if there were other magical animals? How prevalent magical bird attacks are for the general population? If it’s possible for humans to use magic in this world? I also was kind of expecting there to be some real bird facts, but no, just bird puns lol.
4/5 magical birds

The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo***
The Singing Hills Cycle book 1 of 6
A nice little fantasy story. The structure was kind of interesting and used artifact type things at the beginning of each chapter to unite the present day storyline of a scribe who is hearing and recording the life of an older woman who had worked for the empress. I do really enjoy Vo’s prose.
3/5 magical birds (a theme this month?)

The Crime Without a Name: Combatting Ethnocide and the Erasure of Culture in America by Barrett Holmes Pitner***
**Book Hangover Alert
CW: fascism, genocide, ethnocide, racism
Fascinating. A linguistic and philosophical examination of the United States’s particular brand of fascism and racism. Holmes Pitner argues that we do not have the language to describe our own history and traumas and therefore cannot fully understand, process, or move forward from them. He proposes the word ethnocide to describe when a people’s culture is destroyed, but the people themselves are not (think Native American boarding schools or the Trans-Atlantic slave trade). Holmes Pitner does a good job of breaking down his argument and explaining it very clearly. He also has some interesting ideas about how to build culture in a non-exploitative way. Should be required reading for everyone. My only qualm was that it was published in 2021, when Holmes Pitner clearly had some hope about moving past Trump with Biden’s presidency, so reading it now in the year 2025 is somewhat disheartening.
4/5 ofrendas

House of Flame and Shadow by Sarah J. Maas*
CW: torture, slavery, fantasy racism
Crescent City book 3 of 3 (?)
I did not love this one. I think Maas’s style is a bit repetitive, though clear and easy to read. (I counted 3 “the column of her throat”s in this book, one “the column of her spine.” Wasn’t counting “his/her mouth kicked up at the corner” but I should’ve been.) This is the third book in the Crescent City series and to me it felt like the last, though my roommate thinks there will be more. I don’t need more. I liked the first one, which was kind of a murder mystery (so on brand for me). And I remember thinking the second was pretty good too. But I wasn’t crazy about this one. It was too long, for one thing. Maas has a lot of characters and POVs, which is something I like doing myself, but I don’t feel like her characters are different enough from each other. All the women seem the same and all the men seem the same. I also thought the world building was a little shaky. I like the idea of the fantasy creatures and magic in a technological city where people are using phones and cars, but I don’t think the development of technology makes sense. I would assume humans invented it because they can’t use magic, but the technology is all powered by magic, so that doesn’t make sense and it isn’t explained (unless I forgot from an earlier book??). There’s also kind of a weird blending of Christian and Norse mythology that just feels kinda haphazard. And finally, it’s a white savior narrative (or a “save the poor, ugly, powerless, downtrodden humans who can’t save themselves narrative” even though absolutely none of the main characters are human).
2.5/5 shifters

The Chalice of the Gods by Rick Riordan
**Book Hangover Alert
Percy Jackson and the Olympians book 6 of 8
Still delightful. In his senior year of high school, Percy must get three letters of recommendation for college by completing quests for the Gods. When Ganymede’s chalice goes missing, Percy, Annabeth, and Grover must track it down. Lower stakes than most of the other books in the PJ universe, but still clear stakes and motivations. Nice to see the way Riordan keeps developing characters we all know and love so well, and lovely to see the gang back together.
4/5 cups

The Weaver and the Witch Queen by Genevieve Gornichec***
**Book Hanover Alert
CW: slavery, death, child abuse
Ugh. This was so excellent I don’t know what to do with myself. After an ominous prophesy ties together the fates of three girls in circa 900 Norway, Gunnhild runs away from her abusive mother with the seeress who made the prophesy in order to become a witch too. Ten years later, the farm of her two friends is attacked by witches and one of them abducted. Gunnhild swears to help Oddny find her sister and the two women must join the hird of the future king of Norway I don’t feel like I did a good job with that summary, but please believe me that it’s really good and you should read it. Really nice prose. Great world building and immersion in the narrative. Compelling characters. And I did read this right after House of Flame and Shadow and I was thinking a lot about the place of smut and sex scenes in novels and I wasn’t crazy about any of the smut in HOFAS. I didn’t think it was particularly arousing or narratively satisfying. There is only one real sex scene in The Weaver and the Witch Queen and it’s not at all explicit, but I found it SO much more effective. It was subtle but still arousing as we’d been building up to this moment for half the book with the tension between these characters. It was just really well done.
5/5 sparrows

Small Steps by Louis Sachar
Holes book 2 of 2
Can’t compete with the masterpiece that is Holes, unfortunately. Taking place after Camp Green Lake, the story follows Armpit as he tries to get back on his feet after his stint in the juvenile justice system, taking small steps toward a better future. His plans for a quiet life are threatened by a ticket scalping scheme run by X-Ray, another former Camp Green Laker. I did enjoy this, although the sense of impending doom was almost enough to make me stop reading. I really just wanted Armpit to be happy and safe after all he’s already been through. I would also have appreciated seeing X-Ray’s perspective which we don’t get in the novel. I feel like I would have had more empathy for him if we’d gotten to be in his head sometimes. But as it was written, I just felt like X-Ray was dragging Armpit down.
3.5/5 counterfeit tickets

Tress of the Emerald Sea by Brandon Sanderson*
This was so fun. I’ve been meaning to read something by Sanderson for forever (can I call myself a fantasy fan if I haven’t read anything by him??), so I asked a friend where I should start. She said Mistborn or Tress. I put Mistborn on hold at the library, but this one was available, so I ended up reading this one first. Tress is an ordinary girl on an ordinary island, but when the boy she loves is captured by the Sorceress, she must leave the Rock and sail the spore sea with pirates to bring him back. I really enjoyed this. I enjoyed the world and the concept of the spores. I loved the narrative voice of the story which was very funny and a unique way of telling the story (from a side character in this story, though a character that appears in Sanderson’s other works, I gather). The story was a pretty simple fairy tale but done in a refreshing way.
4/5 spores

Dragonfruit by Makiia Lucier***
CW: animal death, slavery, parental death
A really nice fantasy inspired by Pacific Islander mythology and culture. A seadragon egg can provide a wish, but at what cost? Hanalei is exiled from her island after her father steals an egg to save her life, at the cost of the princess’s. But the princess’s son is still looking for another egg to save his mother and Hanalei may be the only one who can help him. I really enjoyed this. My only beef with it was that spiders don’t blink. They don’t have eyelids. The author says twice that the spider character blinks. Which is a dumb tiny thing to be annoyed by. Also, fair warning, one of the animal companions died, and I was mad about it.
3.5/5 fruit bats

Hell Followed with Us by Andrew Joseph White***
CW: gore, body horror, religious trauma, death, dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia, genocide
I don’t know, this book was kind of a bummer. Not that it wasn’t good and maybe necessary for some people. But it did not improve my mental state to read it. In a near-future post-apocalypse, religious fanatics have spread a plague to nonbelievers, decimating the planet. Benji, a transman and carrier of the final weapon of the religious fanatics escapes the colony in a search for freedom. He finds a community of queer kids resisting the Evangelicals but there’s only one way for them to truly be free. It was incandescently angry (justifiably so). It did have too much gore for me, and I also think I would have got more out of it if I had some religious trauma or even any religious background. Somebody needs this book but it isn’t me.
3/5 monsters

*This book only includes straight white cis people. The Time Machine was written in 1895 so we’re not surprised. The Ornithologist’s Field Guide to Love is just a historical romance with no representation (I guess there was one gay kiss). Yes, I know House of Flame and Shadow has a couple of gay characters and a couple characters that are not white. But none of the main couples are gay or not white. None of the smut is gay or diverse. Tress of the Emerald Sea might have included a few nonwhite, characters, I don’t really remember any of the descriptions. Everyone was straight and cis as far as we know.

***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! Read The Empress of Salt and Fortune for LGBTQIA+ rep and Asian inspired fantasy. Read The Crime Without a Name to learn about fascism and racism in America. Read The Weaver and the Witch Queen for LGBTQIA+ rep in Viking historical fiction. Read Dragonfruit for a Pacific Islander inspired fantasy. Read Hell Followed with Us for LGBTQIA+ rep.

January 2, 2025May 6, 2025

December 2024 Books and End of Year Roundup

StoryGraph book total: 123

Number of pages read this year: 43,795
My goal this year was 45,000 words on StoryGraph, and while I didn’t quite make that goal, I feel it’s important to point out that I read a LOT of things that weren’t on StoryGraph this year including but not limited to scholarly articles, student essays, Paper Dragon and Under the Sun submissions, writings by my workshop team members, MY OWN NOVEL (so many times. I’ve read it so many times) so if you count all that, I’ve definitely surpassed that goal.

Number of new books read this year: 101

Number of books reread this year: 22

Number of books by women, trans, and nonbinary people read this year (only counting new books read): 66

Number of books by BIPOC this year (only including new books read): 31

Number of books by disabled authors this year (only including new books read)*: 8

*This can only include authors I know are disabled. More on the list could be and I might not know.

Breakdown by genre (only counting new books read)
-Fiction: 72 (Fantasy: 28; Science Fiction: 10; Graphic Novel: 9; Historical Fiction: 6; YA: 4 Classics: 3; Literary Fiction: 3; Romance: 3; Middle Grade: 3; Mystery: 1; Thriller: 1; Short Stories: 1)
-Nonfiction: 25 (History: 7; Memoir: 5; Science: 3; Disability Studies: 3; Art: 2; Politics: 2; Biography: 1; Literary Criticism: 1; Nature: 1)
-Poetry: 4

First book of the year: The Hundred Years’ War on Palestine by Rashid Khalidi

Last book of the year: Gregor the Overlander by Suzanne Collins

Most read author of the year: A tie between Neil Gaiman and Rick Riordan (I read 8 of each)

Best books of the year (in no particular order; not including rereads):
Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender
The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley
In the Lives of Puppets by TJ Klune
Tethered to Other Stars by Elisa Stone Leahy
Ink Blood Sister Scribe by Emma Törzs
City of Brass by S.A. Chakraborty
Cantoras by Carolina de Robertis
Middlegame by Seanan McGuire
Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer
Light from Uncommon Stars by Ryka Aoki
Deaf Republic by Ilya Kaminsky
A Power Unbound by Freya Marske
Warrior Girl Unearthed by Angeline Boulley
Lady Tan’s Circle of Women by Lisa See
Pet by Awaeke Emezi
Devil is fine (below)
Aces Wild by Amanda DeWitt (below)

Worst books of the year:
City of Thieves by David Benioff

Books I didn’t finish:
Octavia’s Brood: Science Fiction Stories from Social Justice Movements edited by Walidah Imarisha and Adrienne Maree Brown (below)
The Chaos of Empire: The British Raj and the Conquest of India by J. Wilson-Wilson
Twilight Territory by Andrew X. Pham
Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad
Islam, Arabs, and the Intelligent World of the Jinn by Amira El-Zein

December Books Reread

True Biz by Sara Nović***
Book Hangover Alert**
CW: discrimination, ableism, audism
Still fantastic. I went to an author event where Nović spoke about this book, and it was so good. I felt like I had to read it again. I still really enjoyed it. You can refer to my previous review, so I don’t repeat myself, but here are some things I didn’t note last time: I liked the formatting choices for the dialogue. I just took a class on dialogue, so I was hyperaware of the dialogue as I was reading. Especially since so much of the dialogue in this book is sign language, I thought Nović’s choices were really effective.
5/5 cochlear implants

December New Books Read

Devil Is Fine by John Vercher***
Book Hangover Alert**
CW: grief, racism
Following the death of his teenaged son, the unnamed narrator inherits a piece of land from his estranged white grandfather, intended for his son. When the land turns out to be an old plantation, full of buried secrets, and the narrator stops being able to distinguish reality, he must confront his grief and his inherited trauma. This was so good. I don’t even really have anything else to say. It was just really good. I liked the way the book is constructed as the narrator speaking to his dead son. I like how meta it is. I liked the magical realism. The narrator is flawed and a bit annoying, but still very compelling. As someone who works in museums, I loved the engagement with the ethical question of the role of museums when dealing with human remains, especially those of slaves.
5/5 jellyfish

Remember You Will Die by Eden Robins***
Book Hangover Alert**
CW: death, homophobia
This book was really cool. We love an experimental form. Told entirely in obituaries, Remember You Will Die weaves forward and backward through time to tell the story of an advanced AI and her daughter, missing and presumed dead. The way the obituaries connect and tell the story not just through what they say, but also what they don’t say, was really cool.
4/5 obituaries

A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens*
It’s winter, so Dickens season. This book has been on my to read shelf an embarrassingly long time. Probably at least a decade. Set during and before the French Revolution in London and Paris (the proverbial Two Cities), the story follows Dr. Manette and his daughter and critiques both the bloody methods of the revolutionaries and the excess and greed of the upper classes that led to the revolution. I enjoyed it. This book has more plot than many of Dickens’s other books, but less vibes. I kinda like the vibes more, I think. None of the characters in this book are very memorable the way the characters in David Copperfield or Oliver are. Not to say it isn’t good, because it is. I just thought I would like it more than I did.
3/5 guillotines

Feminist, Queer, Crip by Alison Kafer***
CW: ableism, forced sterilization, institutionalization
I read this in preparation for my class on accessible futures. It’s really good. Kafer examines the idea of the future and where disability fits into imagined futures. She deconstructs the idea that there is no place for disability in the future.
4/5 ableist billboards

Aces Wild by Amanda DeWitt***
Book Hangover Alert**
I loved this. When Jack’s mother, a Vegas casino tycoon, goes to jail for her shady business practices, Jack is sure rival casino owner is behind it–I mean, she’s not any shadier than any of the other casino tycoons in Vegas. So Jack calls in reinforcements–his best friends, a group of teenaged asexuals he met online–to pull off a heist that will save his home, his mom, and put the right person behind bars. This was so fun, and we love to see that ace representation!
5/5 blackjack hands

A Jingle Bell Mingle by Sierra Simone and Julie Murphy
Christmas Notch book 3 of 3
CW: grief
Randomly read this without reading the first two books because I didn’t realize it was a series. It’s okay though, each book focuses on a different couple so you don’t necessarily have to read them in order. Though I certainly would have had a better introduction to the characters if I had done that. In the first chapter I was like wow that was a lot of people and names, and I feel like I was supposed to know who they were. In Christmas Notch retired pop star and famous sad boy Isaac Kelly and part time porn star and part time screenwriter Sunny Palmer are both on a deadline. He needs to write one last album for his record label and she needs to write the screenplay to a new Christmas blockbuster. The only problem is he hasn’t been able to write music since his wife and muse died and she’s hit a dead end tracking down the story of a Christmas miracle that happened in Christmas Notch. So they decide to team up: Isaac will help Sunny research this miracle, if Sunny helps Isaac find a new muse. Except maybe he’s already found one: her. Overall I enjoyed this, though it was too spicy for my tastes. And the town’s Christmas mystery wasn’t really too much of a mystery. But Murphy and Simone do a great job writing fun, compelling characters even if they do suffer from the perennial problem of romance novel characters: being stupid, insecure, and unable to see the love interest is into them.
3/5 photo booths

Born Both: An Intersex Life by Hida Viloria***
A nonfiction memoir charting the life of activist Hida Viloria and her work to end Intersex Genital Mutilation and gain equal rights and recognition for those born intersex. I definitely learned a lot from this memoir. If your only exposure to intersex experiences is Jeffrey Eugenides’s Middlesex, you should read this. Eugenides isn’t an authority.
3.5/5 motorcycles

The Most Wonderful Crime of the Year by Ally Carter*
This was a very fun holiday read. Two antagonistic mystery writers are invited to the Scottish mansion of prolific mystery writer Eleanor Ashley for Christmas with her family. When Eleanor disappears from a locked room without a trace, Maggie and Ethan must learn to work together to unravel the mystery of her disappearance. I liked it more than The Jingle Bell Mingle, mostly I think because it was a mystery, not just a romance, and it wasn’t as spicy. Very fun. Good banter, good construction. Nice character arc for Maggie.
4/5 mistletoe plants

The Teller of Small Fortunes by Julie Leong
A cozy fantasy. Teller of small fortunes Tao travels from place to place, telling only small fortunes, trying to avoid the notice of the kingdom’s magefinders, who recruit magic wielders to serve the crown. Tao joins up with a rag tag band of misfits looking for the vanished daughter of a mercenary for hire. This book was kind of nice. It was cozy fantasy, but unlike Legends and Lattes, there didn’t really seem to be much of a goal for the main character. The ending was excellent though. Very heartwarming, very lovely. Not sure the book earned it though.
3/5 fortune cookies

Gregor the Overlander by Suzanne Collins*
This book has been on my to read shelf since maybe 2009 or 2010 (sometime before Mockingjay came out but after I’d read Hunger Games). Very embarrassing. When Gregor and his two year old little sister fall through a grate in their New York City apartment’s basement, they fall in to the dangerous world of the Underland, where giant bats, cockroaches, spiders, and rats live in fragile peace with the humans of the Underland. Gregor must join a quest to save the Underland and maybe even save his father, who had disappeared several years before. Collins really knows how to write a narrative that you are comfortable finishing in one sitting. You just want to keep turning the pages. Her work is so easy to read, it doesn’t even feel like you’re reading. Anyway I really enjoyed this. I mostly grabbed it to finally get it off my to read shelf. I wasn’t expecting to like it that much now that I’m not in the target audience, but now I’m thinking I might just read the rest of the series.
4/5 crawlers

Books I didn’t finish in December

Octavia’s Brood: Science Fiction Stories from Social Justice Movements edited by Walidah Imarisha and Adrienne Maree Brown
I wanted to like this. I picked it up because I was looking for a short story to teach in my class and this collection looked like exactly what I was looking for: science fiction stories of hope written by intersectional writers of color. But I didn’t really like any of the stories. And I did want to keep reading, because maybe there were some good ones and I just didn’t get to them?? Anyway, the editors said they asked people across social movements to contribute, which is a cool idea, but they also added that many of these people had never written fiction before, and I was like oof, I can tell. The best stories were Terry Bisson’s and Levar Burton’s, but both of those were excerpts from novels, not stories commissioned for this anthology, so I would recommend just reading them on their own in their entirety.
1/5 futures

*This book only includes straight, white, cis people. A Tale of Two Cities is an old book written by a white man so we’re not surprised. The Most Wonderful Crime of the Year is just a book that has no diversity. Gregor the Overlander has no romance, so maybe not all the characters are straight. They are all white though.

***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! Read True Biz to learn more about the Deaf community. Read Devil is Fine for a look at the legacy and trauma of racism and slavery. Read Remember You Will Die for LGBTQIA+ representation in sci-fi. Read Feminist, Queer, Crip for an intersectional look at the future through a disability studies lens. Read Aces Wild for ace representation. Read Born Both to learn more about one of the pioneers of intersex activism and the discrimination that community still faces.

March 31, 2024March 31, 2024

March 2024 Books

Books Reread

The House of Hades by Rick Riordan
**Book Hangover Alert
Still really enjoying rereading these. Not going to blurb this one because spoilers. Still in awe of Uncle Rick. I really admire the way he had POV chapters from all 7 main characters and it worked. I like the way each section from a certain character had it’s own mini character arc within the whole. Also love my baby Nico, who must be protected at all costs.
4.5/5 dead legionnaires

New Books Read

Ebony Gate by Ken Bebelle and Julia Vee
The Phoenix Hoard book 1 of 2
This one was fun. I read it for my world building class. Emiko is just trying to leave her bloody history in the past, but when a magical debt is called in by a death god, she must take up her sword again to save her new home, San Francisco’s Chinatown. I enjoyed the world and the family politics Vee and Bebelle set up.
3/5 swords

The First Bright Thing by J.R. Dawson***
**Book Hangover Alert
CW: domestic violence, alcoholism
Full disclosure, J.R. Dawson is one of the professors for my program who taught the world building class I keep mentioning. In 1926 the Ringmaster, Rin, keeps her circus of Sparks (individuals with powers) one step ahead of the shadow chasing her from her past, while trying to prevent the next Great War that she and Mauve, a Spark who can see the future, can see coming. Rin must find a way to protect her circus and all those who love her and learn to believe herself worthy of that love. I loved the world of the circus and the nonlinear storytelling and the found family, queer vibes.
4/5 illusions

This Appearing House by Ally Malinenko*
CW: cancer
Once again just have to say that middle grade authors get so much respect from me. They are so important, and everyone should read middle grade books. (I read this one for world building as well.) A house appears at the end of Jac’s street out of nowhere and that combined with Jac’s shaking hands and headaches makes her afraid that her cancer could be returning, 5 years after diagnosis and successful treatment. Jac and her best friend enter the house on a dare, but this isn’t your average haunted house. Jac is sure it’s trying to tell her something. But can she figure it out before it kills her? This book is so important for any kids (or even adults really) living with or recovered from cancer. I cried. I think the percentage of middle grade books that make me cry is higher than the percentage of adult books that make me cry.
4/5 mourners

Apsara Engine by Bishakh Som***
Delightfully strange and queer. This is a collection of graphic short stories. They are very weird but also very good. The art is also lovely.
3/5 odd little creatures

Gone Wolf by Amber McBride***
**Book Hangover
CW: slavery, racism, trauma, grief, death, animal death
This one is middle grade too. Same sentiment as above. I read this in one evening and it was excellent. Inmate Eleven lives in the Bible Boot, a dystopian future American South after a second Civil War. Inmate Eleven is a Blue, brainwashed to believe she is inferior to the Clones. She’s also a genetic match for the president’s son, kept to ensure he lives a long life. In 2022 Virginia, Imogen is struggling to come to terms with the pandemic and the history and present reality of racial trauma in America. The two stories weave together beautifully to paint a portrait of a young Black woman learning to find healing and empowerment. McBride’s poetry background lent a gorgeous lyricism, rhythm, and repetition to the prose. I cried.
4/5 wolves

Interview with a Vampire by Anne Rice
The Vampire Chronicles book 1 of 13
CW: slavery, pedophilia vibes?
I can’t say whether or not I liked this book. It was kind of a slog to get through and I was wishing it was over for most of it. But now that it is over…I sort of want to read the next book? I sort of want to see the movie or the new show? I can’t stop thinking about it? The vampire Louis narrates his life story from his conversion to a vampire in the late 1700s until present day to a human journalist. It’s kinda gay (but could be gayer, tbh). It’s kinda unhinged.
3/5 fangs

Books I did not finish

Islam, Arabs, and the Intelligent World of the Jinn by Amira El-Zein
I feel bad saying I didn’t finish this because I didn’t stop because it wasn’t good. I was reading it for research on a potential project. For now the project is shelved, but I may continue it some time in the future, in which case I’ll probably return to this book. I did learn a lot about the Muslim concept of the jinn in comparison to humans and it was very interesting.

*This book only includes straight, white, cis people.

***This book is part of my Books for a Social Conscience series! Read The First Bright Thing for historical fiction that doesn’t erase queer people. Read Apsara Engine for trans voices in graphic storytelling. Read Gone Wolf for a better understanding of racial trauma.